so after awhile of thinking and hitting my head up against the wall i've realized something, the reason for my emoness was because i cared for people...take my best friend Sheldon...I care for a guy that i barely knew who lived no where near me, i cared for him so much that i lied to make him feel better....i hurt myself so that he wouldn't suffer from the s**t his been going through...so he'd forget and recently...well lets just say i ran out of ideas and that's when our friendship went south....sure i still love him but now that i don't talk to him or think about him i feel much freakin better. So i've taken a vow to never care about people except really close people, like my boyfriend Van and my parents...so if i say I don't give a s**t to you or whatever or idc then don't take it as me hating you i really don't i just don't care about you so put that in your pipe and smoke it b***h. =D
XNeko DarkX Community Member 
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