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I would rather be hated for who I am, than be loved something I am not.
Dreaming
I have been having these strange dreams. I have to explain first that in RL. I am I think 1/4 Native American. My grandfather is Apache and I have some Cherokee in there too. I do not know much about Native Americans. My grandfather and I are not close.

In my dream I am dressed like an Indian. I have a dress on with beaded details on it and I am wearing hid boots that go up to my knees. I see an old man and two young women. An older women that I believe to be my great grandmother. We are in the middle of the woods on a slop. I think I an in the mountains where my family comes from. The man tells me to sing. I being sing and walking down a stone path. They sing with me as they fallow close behind.

Why this dream... Its a lot better than my dreams of the blood river or the one about the home with all the dead children. But the way the are walking is so Erie! Its as if they are zombies.






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Jade DragonHeart
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commentCommented on: Fri Aug 21, 2009 @ 11:10pm
I'm not entirely sure exactly what this actually means, but I'm going to take a guess for you.

Sometimes, we dream of things that are strange even to someone else. My questions to you are, have you seen these two women before? are there any kind of Native American clothes anywhere in your grandfather's house that you know of? And why not ask about your family history? Anyways, the dream might symbolize what might have been a passed life that you didn't know about. Don't know if you believe in that or not, I am one that does. Maybe one day you'll see the dream again or you'll actually live it in some way. Who knows what will happen, but this could be a first look at a past life that you had no idea you lived.


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