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Well, after a huge argument with my Father the other day, it turned out that I admitted I am quite depressed and suffer from anxiety attacks. Suddenly they are worried about me, and what I would do, (Though that is silly).

It is quite scary because it means I cannot be out up town or anything with my friends, as I freak out and get dizzy. The last time I was in a situation like that was at this friends wedding. It has crowded and since it was raining we had to go into this tiny room, which I was at the back and it got to me and I fainted. Since then I avoid these situations, but unfortuately this means my social life is non existant.

Thankfully this friend is now helping me, and my first step is to find a job so I can get out. She is helping me tonight to write up a CV and to go hunting.

My Second step is to leave school. Currently I am in my Sixth year, and only have a few days left to go. I found out that I do not want to return for my final year as my school sucks. It is a crappy school and it drives me mad with their stupid pointless rules.

Hopefully I can get into a UCOL course next year. But it means I will be free from my horrible school.

I am also going to join a gym with my friend (Who is absolutely wonderful. It is hard to talk to your parents, but not hard to talk to her) and we are going to go together.

Well, I felt I should right down my current situation. Due to it I am a little depressed, but hopefully things will look up.

Due to things changing I may close my Minishop, as Gaia is losing its importance to me. If I do finally decide to quit I will donate all of my Gold and Items to a Charity, as if I go for good, I will not be back.

But don't despair ^_^

I will not be going anywhere for a while. Feel free to drop me a Pm to chat, or an Aim.

Thanks to all the nice people I have met (Sort of) out there.

EDIT: Whats up with my Header? Well if you look at my Profile, you will see that it is actually my link list. ^_^