Many of you don't understand the pain i feel or the hurt i have. I have meet so many people that get my hopes up,only to crush them. You feel like you get to know people and start to trust them with you feelings and think they wont hurt you......BIG MISTAKE!!!!, nobody really cares how you feel, they enjoy watching you suffer with a broken heart, they laugh when i try to pickup the pieces they left me with. I no longer feel anything "love" means nothing to me, i think of it as a four letter lie. You might think you have meet someone who is different,one who could help pick up the pieces and while there at it give you a piece of their heart, you soon realize they only step on the pieces to make them even smaller. I don't think there is anyone out there for me. I am destined to spend the rest of my life alone to only try and mend my once loving heart that no longer beats a single beat
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