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um okay so today was kind of a sucky day and I wish I didnt have to go through with it. I mean it was boring,it WASNT random and it wasnt fun like every other day! ~sigh~ so um yeah in other news im almost excited about this trip that me and my friends are taking to virginia.Thats about it.Um todays poem may be a tad bit random and irrelevant but im sorry i took like...four test today and my brain is virtually fried.

Tic toc tic toc Is what I heard while I wait
What are you waiting for you say?
I wait for you to tell you about today
I wait to suprise you
I wait because im too dependant
I wait because im a failure
But any how or any way im still going to wait
In your mind theres no trace of me
While in my mind your everything
Tip tap tip tap Is what I hear while I wait
My fingers tap these keys
Its all that keeps me awake
Obssesion maybe?I think not
I can forget whenever I want
I choose not to because I love the feeling
I choose not to but does it have a meaning?
I love you's meant for best friends.Not lovers
Why are we still talking to one another
We are attached like sister and brother
But after I leave you forget my face
You leave me to wither
Without another say
Yet this feeling wont go away
Yesterday
Today
Tommorow
It's not fair.
I want but dont want to take
I feel other things but this one way
Silence Silence Silence
Is all I hear now
I know your shocked beyond reason when
Under your breath you whisper "wow"
Do not feel special, For these feelings come and go
You dont know what to say
However I know
Whats going through your head while Im wishing I was dead
So I dont have to face you
In fear and dread
Thumping thumping thumping
my heart beats loudly
Im slowly combusting
While youre simply leaving