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Caution... continuous use of the word 'I' ahead. Read at your own risk
Because I know that most of you people couldn't care less about what I have to say whee

I was reading over my old yr 6 journal (the one that we were forced to write because our teacher wanted to get to know us better, but then only read it once xd ) and it occured to me... my life's gotten a whole lot better since then surprised

I remember spending my lunchtimes alone outside the maths room, hiding from whoever happened to come past. And then there was that time at soverign hill. I still haven't quite forgiven you all for that. It hurt y'know stare

But hey, I can actually spell now mrgreen
Well... better anyway xd

And yet, today, the weirdest thing came over me. It was like.. I couldn't even work up the incentive to log into gaia. And it was sacry.

I think I'm in the grey ages now. I don't have an incentive to do anything. It's like.. nothing's worth my time so I just sit here and waste my life away. And when I'm not sitting here, I'm either using the PS2 or doing some other pointless activity.

We have a class production going on at the moment, and I'm head of props. As good as that sounds, it doesn't mean that people will actually listen to me, or care about what I have to say. It just means that I'm responsibe for the mess people make, and cleaning it up. What fun!

but, oh well. No matter. No one cares anyway. That has to be my 2nd favourite saying (right after "Because I'm cool like that" wink I use it so much xd

One of these days I'll come across someone who actually does care, and then maybe I'll stop saying that. But right now.. I've not found a single person.

And.. all you people that just got offended (not that there is anyone reading this, but it feels nice to put it ^^) and are about to say "But I care!"... c'mon, think about it.
I think I can safely guarantee that no one here has conversations every day that are -not- about themselves. Maybe it's just me, but I know I can't talk about anything but me. Look at this entry if you need an example. Do you see me talking about anyone but myself? No? OF COURSE YOU DON'T! Because this society we've grown up in teaches us to think only of ourselves, and not of anyone else. Not that this started out as a bad thing.. but when you look closer you see that this world is basically just lots of people all wanting other people to notice them, and then pretending to notice other people so that they can get what they want. Hmm... fun neutral

I have no idea what I started out to say in this entry. I think it changed a bit.

You can see that I'm not in my right mind today. (Please, no comments about how I'm never in my right mind... I'm not in the mood)

I don't know... I really don't

I'm so confused X.x

Oh well....

End of continuous 'I' usage

Zeppy-Zep's in hopskital! crying crying
Well.. I don't think she is anymore.... but she used to be. And now she's just at home... probably sleeping by now 3nodding
She hadded her tonsils taken out surprised Get well soon Zeppy-Zep! heart 3nodding