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It is Thursday. Yay! Only one more day. Do you think I can make it? Hopefully. Let us hope... because if I don't make it, what does that mean? Does that mean I have to die? Oh, I hope not. I don't want to die. I'm too young. You're always too young to die, how sad.

Well, this new song... Losing It, by Nevershoutnever! is totally awesome. You can hear it on his myspace:
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=43428902
But read the blog he wrote about it too:
http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=43428902&blogId=479733495
That way you will understand it better.

It kind of makes me sad... but he has such a pretty voice. I love his voice. AHH!

I want to go to Vans Warped tour up in San Francisco... so bad. I think I will probably be able to go. I mean, seriously, why not? So, yes, I am going. If I can get the tickets. DON'T YOU BUY ANY UNTIL I GET MINE. I really want to go, ok? I just don't know who will come with me... I will need an adult. Hmm... my dad said he wouldn't mind going. But he would be like the oldest person there. My sister... might not be feeling well then. My mom? Oh no. Just... no. I am trying to get away from her. Wow. This is hard. I am running out of people! My aunt? She will probably be too busy. Oh, now, who does that leave me with? Maybe one of my cousins. They are not really adults, but they're older than me. I think the oldest is 16 or 17. Older than me, at least.

I am frustrated now. What if I can't get someone to take me? AH! I wish I had an older family... no! no! no! I want a younger family. I just want to be older. I need a family member to take me, but who else is there? Well, there are a lot of other people, but I would rather have one of my close family members take me. Gahhhh. Am I forgeting someone? I hope I am. I wish my sister didn't have to go and --

This music is so mellow. Relaxing. Yet, depressing. It's so... nice. I am just sitting here, alone, and I am happy, listening to this music. You know what I hate? When people flame on the things I like. It hurts my feelings. I will always like the things I like, whatever they say won't change how I feel. So, you can just give up. I like this, I like that. If you don't like it, I don't care.

Which reminds me...

I asked my mom yesterday, or maybe it was the day before yesterday... but I asked her! "Are they going to legalize marajuana?" And she replied, "Probably not". So I said, "Well, if they do, can we get a marajuana plant?" At that she seemed a little confused, so I said, "Just for fun. I won't smoke it anything. Maybe we can sell it." And she said sure! When I get my marajuana plant, I am going to name it Mary Tijuana.

I just sneezed. That reminds me...

I have a really bad cough, so I have been taking this medicine. Every time I take it, I sneeze right after I finish swallowing it. Ha! That's so weird, right? So weird. Ha ha.

I have to finish my homework. Ohhh, I don't want to. You know what I want to do? You probably do. I want to kill someone, or some people. I will list them!

You.
You.
You.
You.
You.

Why are you reading my journal, anyways?