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understand this entry as a call for more tolerance in the world!

last night i had a really strange dream... (cant remember all in detailed, so live with the things i write here...)
i was in a building (?, guess it was a school, but my school looks different...whatever...) ina room with some of my classmates (that room didnt look like a class romm....) and the headteacher from my school came in and..... said something about conservation of the race... and i was like ... WHAT??!! Does this woman know what shes talking about????!!!????

she and some mysterious guys (id never seen before) lead the pupils from all the other classes to a room somewhere in the first floor. i asked her, what shes doing and she said she wants to punish inferior races, handicaped and homosexual people..... WTF!!! i know, it was just a dream but i heard her voice! i got so angry!!! i mean... she sounded like a fking nazi! the kind of all people i hate the most!!!
then, her mysterious guys (call them myth guys for short...) forced my classmates and me to make going-to-toilett-collectively.... o_O (no idea, what sense this made....) this scene seemed to be funny, but i only felt this anger...
what i didnt understand... my classmates talked and laughed the whole time, like this all was a big joke....!!! ok, one girl looked really sad and disapointed...
the headteacher/dictator watched us the whole time. guess i wasnt alowed to do (im punk, i dont care, what nazis say!), i went over to the hand-basin for washing my hands (uuuh... green soap... poison green...o_O)

what excactly happend after that, i dont know (there was a cut....)
well, it went on later that day (it felt like around midday... o_O) i went down the stairs to the first floor and what happend then, was much more strange...
the dictator stood at the entrance and 4 of the myth guys where there and... Shade and Saba Ora too.... ??????????????????? what the hell am i dreaming????????????????????????????????????? i mean, they dont even live in germany................
my boys were handcuffed and these myth guys stood behind them... i asked, no, i shouted at dictator, what the hell she is doing with them... she just said, that they shall be punished because they belong to me.... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAARGH!!! THAT WAS TOO MUCH!!!! i just punshed her stupid grin out of her face!!! die, you b*****d, DIE!!!!!
(well, thats a side of me you may do not know.... but you should know, that there is only one thing, i hate more than nazis.... and thats when anyone [doesnt matter who] trashes or mistreats my friends!!)
and what dictator did with my boys IS mistreating!! scream and therefor she deserved it!!
there she layed on the floor and it felt so good... i took a step next to her. she gringed a bit. maybe she thought i wanted to kick her > biggrin man, that felt so good >XD (at tha same time i realized, that i was wearing combat boots [with black shoelaces!] X3 i dont own them but i want some.... no, im not a skinhead or nazi!!!!)
i just took the keys and freed my boys from the handcuffs and cuddled them. (the myth guys disappeared ... O_o) (Shade grumped at the myth guys the whole time X3) i told them something... (no idea, what...) then i went for searching the other pupils, my boys watched dictator and the entrance... (they got along well with eachother ^^ )
i opend a heavy door (which was round the corner o_O) and all pupils were ehind it. some of them were scared, most were ... well, like ever day... i just told them to go home and they all left the building. at the end of the room were 2 little boys lying on the ground... so i called Shade to come over and he helped me to get the little boys out of there. we layed them down near the entrance.... realizing that they were dead...................................... they had been only 13 or 14 years old...

well.... when we came back to the entrance, Saba Ora said, that dictator disappeared (like the myth guys did before.... o_O)
then, i suddly heard her voice... she LAUGHED grrr... the rage returned.... and then my classmates came down the stairs and they were dressed in... in... in... uniforms, that looked similar to the uniforms the nazis had worn 60, 70 years ago... gonk and the worst thing was, that my sister (ok, shes not my real sister, but who cares... razz ), my sister was with them... how on earth can you...??? gonk what was wrong with her??? (luckily just a dream... -__- i mean, shes a goth, her bf is a punk and shes against nazis too... thats why it doesnt make any sense...)
they surrounded us...

next cut >.<
no idea what happend after... next thing i know is, that we (my boys, Shade and Saba Ora, and me) were sitting outside the building/school (whatever it was...) on the ground (we had some sratches and dust in our faces.... from what...? o_O) and the building...... burned!!! and all these fking nazis were inside!!! twisted mwuahahaha! i can be so mean sometimes twisted

so, thats it... just wanted to get rid of it, because it was stressing me out... well, a bit...
whatever, i feel better now ^^
i still have absoultely no idea why Shade and Saba Ora were part of this dream...... maybe because i like them.... i dont know.... ^^;

PS: why is this entry a call for more tolerance in the world? Answer: Because nazis were part of my dream and they are intolerant!!! and i hate them!

PS 2nd: btw, the headteacher of my school is really like a dictator... and no one likes her XP