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I'm worried about Ian.

That's what I put in my status on AIM. I haven't heard from him in a month, maybe a little longer. Not even an offline message. When I spotted the little message in his status, I began to wonder and then worry even more.

"I'm sorry. I wasn't supposed to happen like this."

What does that even mean?

What is that even in reference to?

How can he think that he can jsut drop off the the earth and not tell me why?

So I said I was worried.

I logged on today and was shocked to find that his status had changed.

Don't be.

...

How can I not be?

And so my response is simple:

Tell me why I shouldn't be.

But I'm not sure I want to know the answer. I have a bad feeling.

And you know about my feelings.