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My soul
lacerated into
segments of
sorrow
rage
and the purest of pain

There was no happiness
in my soul
all segments creating my
eternal torment

My rage emanating
darker then ebony
colder then frigid artic winds
it engulfed me
with the vicious jaws of sin

My sorrow
created an illusionary veil
of desperation and mortification
blinding me from seeing the light

And my pain
a bottomless shaft
burrowed right through me
crumbling any foundation
I tried to build with God

But God not only
blessed me with His love
but the love of a perfect angel
He sent her from heaven
to show me how much
He cares for me
and to allow me to
turn away from my sin

She pieced the broken
segments of my soul
together and healed me

She tore the veil from me
restored my sight
and dragged me into the light

She filled my bottomless shaft of pain
with her love and gave me
a foundation on which to
build with God

And I love her for
everything she has done for me
I owe her my life and more
there is no way I could ever
deserve her and thanks to her
I have a relationship with God
but I owe and love God more for He
sent her and allowed me to
repent my crimes





(to my love sammi,and my God,the only God,I love u both immensely)