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I've lost an awful lot today, I've lost the man I wanted to love and the friend he was. I went from waking up this morning singing *literally(Be My Baby) and happier than I'd been in a looong time to this sad and wretched creature who feels getting shot would hurt less. I hope things work out, I pray they will, I need them to, otherwise I will not live long without human companionship, love, forgiveness*are you so perfect?? or the things I've sworn off. Food, water, and sleep. sad