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So yesterday I checked out Christofer[sp?] Drew's blog on Myspace, and guess what I read? Well, if you have read it already, you probably know what I am thinking about. I read, that he is going to be doing signings at the Bamboozle Left, which is the festival I am going to! Isn't that awesome? I am so excited.

But my excitement is short. I am bored out of my mind. I have nothing to do. I don't think I should tell you what I did yesterday. All flippin day... it's too sad.

I ******** ** ***** ***** **** **** all day.

That's all I can tell you. You can try and decode it if you like, but you would have to know me SUPER well to decode that. I don't think anyone can... well, maybe one person. Or two, if they really think hard enough. If I just straight out told you, you would think I was crazy, or a really depressed person, which... I don't think I am either. But maybe I am. You tell me! Am I?

So what will I do today? Probably the same. I don't really mind it, I kind of enjoy it. Though it can get depressing at time. But oh well, I get over it. I do what I can. BUT GOD WHY??? It's so unfair!! Why can't I ever get that one thing? Just that one. And then it can get me everything else I want. Oh wait, who am I talking to? Oh yeah, my journal. Journal, would you please... just get me that one thing? Before I get too old. If I get too old, it would just be pointless. Well, maybe not pointless, but it wouldn't be as good. I don't like old things. But the hardest part about this... only one person can have it. And I want it. And I am pretty sure other people want it to.

But oh well. I can live. Yup, I am pretty sure I can live, even if it isn't happily. I will just ignore it or put it aside for as long as I can...

Which isn't long.

Does anyone know if Ryan Ross and Keltie Colleen really broke up?