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I dream of a place where it snows constantly...
something beautiful
Ever get those feelings that your being watched? I have had those weird feelings all day...mostly in the school. It was a rainy day today so I am wondering if that has anything to do with the feelings. Like it started when I woke up this morning at three from a nightmare, I got up and walked around for a little bit before go off to sleep again. They continued through classes until lunch when I escaped to the library for lunch, like I usually do. Well anyways they are gone now and I am doing my homework and typing this...but mostly typing this. xd I'm bored so i'm going to go play in the rain for a while! 3nodding I love you all! bye for now!

Today's song is something beautiful by cauterize

Faded away like the color in a blue sky at the end of the day.
Night falls and the search begins for something better than this.

A scream or a cry, the truth or a lie,
I'm not sure they will save us this time.
I don't wanna be around
when it all comes down to watch something beautiful die.

You said the only way was to run away.
You're sick of me so you just can't stick around to hear me pleading
(I'm pleading).
Does it show?
I'm pathetic, I know.
I just can't stand here and watch you go.
I'm running after you (I'm running after you).

Helpless, cause my hands are tied.
Eyelids pinned back so they're open wide.
In a theatre, all alone in the front row,
to watch something beautiful die.

What happened to the things we used to do?
You said it's all the same and that you needed a change.
You left without goodbye and now I'm wondering why.
But I don't think I want to know all the things that he does better
and how the past just doesn't matter.
You left me once but this time will be the last time.

Look for the feeling that we lost.
Where did you have it last?
Maybe if we retrace our steps.
But we can't find the path that led us here to where we stand.
Face to face to watch this bitter end.
Now something beautiful is dead.





 
 
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