We talked it out... EVERYTHING we could think of. Almost every irritation things turns into a big drama thing with me because people won't confront me or they don't word it right. No biggie, I'm so used to it by now.
AAAnnnyway, we gots things squared away and in a sesne I feel more at peace with her now than ever even though we just got through this big fight thing. Lolz. She is truly the sweetheart I have always thought she is but she just doesn't speak up. No worries, comes in time.
Lolz. We talked a lot about different things. One of the things that sticks in my mind is that she is kinda irritated with how I act. I act like I am stuck in high school because that is the most comfortable time in my life and I haven't gotten used to college yet since it is so very different for me. She just deals with it though because she already understood I had that ^^ That wasn't an issue but came up after when we chatted.
The whole issue solving took about and hour and a half but afterwards Hannah and I talked two to three hours all by ourselves about things with us.
Matt Specifically:
Omg Matt. Okay. I am you friend but I am still not like your best friend. I am getting bothered now about the way you are. I need a little break. I cannot tell you in person because you are not online and I don't want to wait cause it won't come out right. Please, just give me a break for a while. I think I just need time to process everything and get used to the idea. Please. Thanx.
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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world
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