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Holy f**.
Yesterday.
Was the worst.
Day.
Ever.
Life HATES me. Im serious rite now.

I have like three diffrent fights going on with diffrent ppls at skool.
Real fusterating rite now.
Dnt need or want all this fukin drama.
This aint lik the stupid drama.
Lik this s**t is big nd its screwin up evrthin.
Ugh
Yesterday.
Still going on..


My mom.
Wow b***h frm mothr f'in hell.
I got my interums bak.
I got mostly A's nd B's rite.
Kewl huh?
NOT i guess.
Evn though i had riased two of my grades frm B's to A's
I still get bitched at.
I had got a C- in social studies
nd
my mom is real scray bout grades.
So whn she sall tht i was like a fukn bomb going off.
She was screamin nd cussin nd all s**t at me.
I kinda was scared.
She screamed that she doesnt want me on the phone with Shamar neymore (gettn to tht dnt wrry)
Nd she threw
ALL
my diry clothes in front of my door nd told me she wasnt gana do
ney of my laundry neymore nd tht if i wanted clean
clothes tht i would have to do it my self.
Lik ughh.
So wer not tlking rite now..
Yesterday.
Still going on....


Shamar.
U already kno how much this guy means to me.
But he had gottn into some stuff nd now
he cant tlk to me
i havnt heard frm him in three days..
oh wait he had said one thing.
Evn though he was on the computer alot more then once
I still only got
one
thing frm him.
Kewl huh..
My boyfriend doesnt wana tlk to me..?
Well these things happn at certain times i guess
Cus i cant tlk to him...
He cant tlk to me....
Dnt kno wht the hell wer gana do..
Im real scraed..
I mean i love this kidd.
I
Really
Do
Wht if he stays where hes at..
Wht if i get my life evn more fukd up then it already is..
Wht if...
Jus hurttin rite now.
Cant seem to stop thinkin bout him..
Yestersay.
...Still going on....


I could go on adding more to all this but i decided those are my top three.
So over all..
I cant go to skool without drama..
I cant come home without drama..
I cant tlk to my boyfriend witout drama..

Where in the fuking world is it drama free.
Cus neywhere other then here is looking real good rite now.


My life.
SUKS.
I jus wish all of this..
..still wasnt going on....