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why dont you understand
why dont you see
it dosnt go how i planned
the things inside of me

why did you leave me
in the darkness alone
why cant i see
my wheels are blown

why did you leave me
my story of mine
i begged i pleaded
let your light shine

ive lived the riot
i got to live it up
ive should have stayed quiet
kept my mouth shut

why did you leave me
i begged i cried
why couldnt i see
let your light shine

im left with darkness
im all alone
i know whats out there
the things never shown

the people you meet
you catch their eye
im punished im beat
let your light shine

i dont deserve this
im beaten im pound
why am i alive
in this life, these grounds

my light has turned to black
my mind is set
for you to comeback
i wouldnt bet

no one can help me
you keep coming back
just let me be
my world has turned black

why did you give me
this pain of mine
why couldnt you see me
let your light shine

just keep on going
my love not mine
just keep on showing
let your light shine

its not going to change
im broke down im done
its going to stay the same
im not completly shunned

my engine is running
ill soon forget
i can still keep living
with no regret

i think i can keep on going
through the good and the bad
ill keep on showing
im going mad

ill rise taller
than the tallest pine
wont make a dollar
let MY light shine

you think im beaten
you think i lost
ill beat the creten
the final boss

but what if i lose
i lose the great battle
what if i never chose
to be part of the cattle

i dont think i could make it
i dont think i can go on
ill love it every little bit
for my feelings are gone

i hate myself with all my might
the blood that stains
this all feels right

why did you leave me
im lost im broken
why couldnt i see
im out im choken

im beat down im broken
my light never shone
im beat down im done
my life as hard as bone

not time to be brave
not time to get bold
i will not cave
its getting too cold