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I held back but you pushed me forward.
I knew what I wanted and I knew what you wanted.
They were the same.
To protect myself was wrong when I live my life regretting nothing.

And now you are gone.
We had our last good bye and I wish it was not.
Our first was hard but our last is hardest.
I loved you more than you knew but I blew it all away.
To you it was just dust in the air.

Every minute that I laughed then was because of you.
Every time I smiled was because of you.
Every smile was because of you.
And now they are gone because of me.

I miss you and I know that you miss me too.
Of what little time we spent together it was all that I needed.
Why did I ask you back?
Because of the way I felt with you.

You gave me a place to belong.
A place where I was comforted when needed and laughing at anytime.
We held a bond so you said.
Miles apart and yet I still hear what you think.