It's kind of funny...
You know those days, where it seems like nothing's going right? I'm kind of having one of those days. More like one of those weeks. So anyways, I'll tell you guys about it. You don't have to read it, or anything. I don't expect anyone to read this, it's just how I let out my feelings. By witting, anyways...
So, Cami and I aren't really friends anymore. I guess it's upsetting, since we've been friends for a while, and we've shared so many things. But I have this thing, how I try not to get attached with people too much..Because if things like this happen, then I'll be upset. I guess I'm okay. I try to get over things easily, and try to think about the people I still have and stuff. It usually works, you know? So, we've had a couple of intense-ish conversations. By now, it doesn't seem like we're going to be friends. Eh, it's okay.
I have a lot of things I have to hand in. Some aren't really done. I still have to do my breakfast project. I hate when I do this. I wish I could be like Brian sometimes, he always does things like, the week after it's assigned. Not me, I do things the last minute. I'll do it...Trust me....Maybe not...
I always do that...I think something's going to be really bad, but it usually isn't as bad as I thought it would be. Sometimes it's worst. I try not to have hope in things, because if it doesn't happen, then well, I'll be pretty darn upset.I'm sure I'm not the only loser that does that.
I want to see Kaouthar so bad. Especially after the weekend I've just had. All this stupid drama. I really hate it. I've been trying to be happy though. I'm not saying I've been depressed, because I haven't. I haven't been amazingly happy, but not depressed either. Like I always am. Just, okay. I like being okay.
I haven't talked to Steven in days. I feel like he's mad at me or something, or just not in the mood to talk to me. It seems like nobody's in the mood to talk to me. Or maybe I'm just exaggerating... Who cares?
Ugh, I have to get up early tomorrow. I really, really, really don't want to do that. Oh, and I have one of the worst things you can have tomorrow. And I have to see this one girl too. blah blah blah.
Oh, and the best thing in the world is homemade bread, with rice on top. It kind of sounds gross, but it actually taste pretty decent. In my book, at least.
