Last night I found out that a brother of my mother's died of an aparent overdose the night before.The news came as no shock to me;what's more,I'd seen it coming.
He'd long lost my trust;I'd renounced him years ago as my uncle.Still;it's not like me to feel so indifferent over something like this.You'd think mom had just told me what was for dinner.My only worry for all of this is my auntie and her baby.But for him I feel nothing.And I know that there's not gonna be a delayed reaction or anything.The news invoked no feelings from me.Even as I write this,my only thoughts are that it took him long enough.Think me cold if you wish,but I just don't feel over this.
I feel oddly indifferent.
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