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Outside World
This weekend I spent time with my mother. She came earlier than expected on Friday so after classes we got together. We went to her hotel and dropped off stuff. I took her to Westfield dining area for crepe lunch/dinner. We walked around a bit, dragged around more like it. She pulled me into stores and looked around a bit but mostly it was all crap. I was really bored and she picked up on it so she took me to the movies instead of waiting for later to go to the movies ^^ We saw "He's just not that into you." We both were crying happy tears by the end. I LOVED it. Josh Long I think is that actor's name. Anyway he's in Dodgeball and Zach and Miri (or something) make a Porno. I LOOOOOVE him. He is soooooo pretty <3 And always has the best characters. His voice. -SWOON- After the movie we went back to the hotel and watched Fifth Element then she fell asleep. I then proceeded to watch The Holiday then fell alseep.
Note: I got a phone call while in the movie theatre. It said to DIE. More specifically she told me "I hope you burn yourself if you are cooking. If not then I hope your battery blows up in your face. I hope you DIE die DIE. This is a cheerleader from High School. Die. Die. Die." 0.0 Obviously I was flustered. I didn't know any cheerleaders in high school and we didn't have any till just before I left. The cheerleaders in Oakmont didn't know I existed and I wasn't mean to people. If I was I never said it to their face and it wasn't any of the cheerleaders. 0.0 WWWEEEIIIRD. Obviously this FREAKED me out on some level because it was the first death threat phone call or death threat in general that I have EVER gotten. 0.0 FIRST EVER. So later that night I called Teej. She sung me a song and it was perfect. I loved it. When I layed down to sleep I just thought of her song and was slowly immersed in a protected slumber. I AM GRATEFUL!!!!!
My eyes are burning. After this I am going to sleep.
Today we went to coffee and then walked aroung Lake Merced, which takes forever and is dull as wiping your a** fifty times. We talked about guys. My mom was an utter dork and would ask of I liked each guy that passed or would comment "too old" "what about him" or "ugggw". It was really fun to hear about her preferences and talk about my opinion when it comes to guys. I don't really have anyone I can talk to about it. Christy doesn't take me seriously. Andrea doesn't take much notice. Teej isn't into guys. Dev is too young. Josie... well I don't talk to her much. Kitsu has a boyfriend. Matt is a guy. Anyway..... then we met the rest of the girls at the hotel and made our way to the theatre to see Wicked. They wanted drinks so we walked all over -.- not listening to me at all about where to go. FRUSTRATING. We saw Wicked, which was good. I didn't care for the songs. They aren't much without the characters behind them. I like Fiyero the best. The best parts of the play were the costumes. I SWOON I SIGH! OMFG I was like I WANTZ I WANTZ T.T Lol. After Wicked we went back to the hotel and met up with Jackie's friend. She was nice and had snacks and drinks waiting for us. They were so cute to watch as they sang songs together. I was like watching the cutest friends ever <3 Much love. We went out to eat Thai food then my mom and I left. Now I am back.
The restuarant was a bit of a downer because I didn't like the food so my mom and I switched dinners. We loved each other's dishes better than our own. Lol. They kept bringin up death at dinner. I didn't like that. I finally told my mom that I hallucinated about a man when I was suicidal. That was all I told her though, no details. I can't talk about that stuff with her. It upsets her. She was a bit bitchy on the way over to the restuarant too. We both are not treated right by our friends. Our friends take advantage of us. My mom acts like how I used to. She is vindictive to them and controlling because they treat her like that. It makes me sad to see how I used to be in her. I am glad I have grown but it ... is sad how I followed in her footsteps. My friends are getting better. Teej is well above the normal grouping. She is speical. I don't really group her in the friends category anymore. I just refer to her automatically as my sister. She's different. She deserves it. Only she does.
Overall: Good weekend.
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