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im finnally over shannon YES!!!!!
and im going out with the best girlfriend anyone could ever have (rachel) and we love eachother and were doing great but last night i had a horrable dream


most of it was like i was zapped into the life of someone who did somthing wrong to the point where he had to be executed everyone i knew was there all exept one of them were laughing at me as if they wanted me to die but rachel(my girlfriend) was the only one crying for me the executioner was horrable as he led me to the gallows deck he saw rachel crying and he threatened to kill her if she didnt come to him and once she got there,he told her "push him off make him suffer" she didnt want to do it so she hesitated "DO IT!!!" he loudly screamed and in my head i didnt want to die but i had no choice either die or watch her die so i told her"i love you i always have and ill always be with you please just get it over with"
i kissed her gently on the cheek and braced myself for the end

darkness was all that was in my mind even after my last breath every one was still laughing and at rachel too they eventually killed her

it was the most realistic and horrable dreams i ever had and i still a little bit shaky because of it T-T