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My ex boyfriend didn't call last night, but whatever. I could care less anymore. He's not even on my gaydar anymore. confused

I sure do hope my boyfriend gets his phone privileges back before the day after tomorrow. I miss him so much right now. neutral

I'm really bad. I think I'm going insane. I lurve my boyfriend a lot, but I can't help but to think of another one of my previous ex boyfriends in "that" way. Why the hell is it that I think such absurd things like this? I dunno but it really needs to stop. I don't even know what's coming over me as of late. emo

I didn't get any sleep last night. At all. I finally fell asleep at 7 this morning, but my mum ended up waking me at 9 at my previous request from last night. Whatever. I'm used to losing such amount of sleep, so it shouldn't really make any difference anyways... stressed