Re-reading Necklace of Kisses by Francesca Lia Block and it is making me crave things soft and sweet. Elegant but youthful. I felt the need to create but my sewing machine is broken and SInger sent me the wrong piece. I'm seriously considering just buying a new one. So instead I painted the designs on paper and posted them onto my magnet strip. The book made me crave custard tarts topped with jewel toned fruits, but I have no car and there were no bakeries nearby so I settled for s'mores made with dark chocolate and rasberry preserves smeared on the cracker. I also re-watched Paradise Kiss which made me think thoughts of Fashion Design school again. But really, after I get this certificate in web design I need to chill out and get my Bachelors in business management like I always wanted. Then, when I have a steady income I'm sure I'll continue on to study everything under the sun. There are so many things in the world to learn, why settle on one? I'm not sure I could ever slow down and live my life in a linear fashin. I feel like I could continue on in circles forever. Or could I? I feel like college is too expensive to study something I don't enjoy. But the safety net of a degree intrigues me.
I really want to start making everday ready to wear clothes with sexy and soft silks and fancy lace. I want to wear almost-lingerie on city streets!
Oh, and there are FtMs on this season of the L Word! I'm really glad that they are putting more attention to Max's character.
