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i wish it was slightly warmer than i'd like outside, i wish i could put on my cheap unattractive shorts and that tight tanktop and go outside and wash windows.
i wish i would get a sun burn later and sit inside with the sun shining in my through my windows.
i wish that hornets were buzzing outside my window, trying to soak up the heat from the bricks.
i wish that more stray cats would come and then they would go and i would sit with them in the dirt.
i wish i could take my computer into the Buick.
i wish i could try to get the Buick running.
i wish i could try to wash the Buick but be unable to because it's so hot out that when i put water on it, it evaporates.
i wish i could lie in the grass, then get uncomfortable and feel like cars and bugs are watching me, but still pretend i'm at peace.
i wish i could wish i was doing cartwheels but to afraid of landing in dog or chicken crap.
i miss walking bare foot outside and getting stubbed toes and rocks stabbing and pavement burning my feet.
i miss having the grass tickle my ankles and feeling like bugs are crawling up my leg.
i miss not having to worry about school, or being caught not doing school work.
i miss trying to climb trees and getting sore hands and bloody elbows.
i miss chasing chickens.
i miss being able to tie the dog up without having to worry about her freezing to death.
i miss drawing stuff in the dirt with the hose.
i miss going out at night and running in the middle of the road.
i miss rainy days, i miss hearing the rain outside my windows and on the roof at night.
i miss watching thunderstorms and looking away just in time to miss the lightning bolt i was waiting for.
i miss listening to the birds.
i miss walking into the chicken coop and there's a bird trapped inside that i get to see up close.
i miss taking those relieving and cold showers then coming out and i'm not freezing my a** off.
i miss walking into the woods then getting scared and running like hell all the way back.
i miss trying to stop fudge from going outside.
i miss talking to people through the screen door.
i miss being able to escape from the house.
i miss thick, sweet smelling fresh air.
i miss coming into the car and turning it into a sauna until i cant take it anymore and ask to go to the lake.
i miss going to the lake and feeling like a dork while everyone else has friends that they swim with and i'm doing handstands underwater all by myself.
i miss air conditioners hurling filthy air at me.
i miss the sound of frogs at twilight. i miss all the leaves in the trees.
i miss blue skies and fluffy clouds. i miss summer activities i dont enjoy.
i miss running with my parents and singing my heart out and trying to make it to the corner where i can take a rest.
i miss taking my bike out and going down hills and feeling the wind though my hair.
i miss not wearing my helmet the right way because it makes me feel cool.

i miss it so much. cry





 
 
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