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Man. Saturday night while I was watching the sucky american version of Bobobo-bo-bo-bo I decidied to call Chris. We really didn't talk at first, we just kept insulting each other. We broke off durring INUYASHA because we were too interested in watching Kikyo die than to talk to each other. After that, we started to have accual conversations. There was a wide variety of subjects. Ranging from his mom to how he feels about his religion. He made me want to cry at one point, but I can't remember why. I complained that I was fat (i'm not really, I just need to loose some weight to prevent myself from being out of shape) he said I need to start working out, which I have planned out. I kept saying that I was cold, which I was. Every time I would say it, he'd say that Robert would love to 'warm me up'. Yeah...

I said some thing and Chris said that Robert would start rubbing my stomach and slowly work his way up. Damn, I wish that I could remember what I said to make Chris say that! It was kind of weird.

Speaking of weird, toward the end of our talk, Chris said that my voice was different. And it was. My voice changes at night. But I asked him why he said it. He avoided that. "Robert would really like you voice." He'd say. I kept at it, asking him why. Finally he told me in a low whisper "It sounds like you're talking while having sex." I felt like doing one of those exagerating falls done in anime. "what?" I asked. "You heard me. It does alright!" He answered. OK! He said it was the way I said uh-huh. I paused in between it so it was like Uh...Huh, evidently. But still. OK....

Every time that he said something about Robert, it seemed like a cover up for himself. I mean, yeah Robert might have said thoes things but, it just seemed like it was a cover-up for his own thoughts toward me....oh god I hope so...But anyway. I wish that our relationship would flourish a bit more. I'd really like that. I mean, I really love Chris, and I'm damn stupid to feel so, or so Chris said...