I posted this on VO's journal. I probably shouldn't have but I feel like poo so who cares.
I wasn't very mad at all about how the grunny event turned out. I was sad that people were fighting, and that there wasn't really a good way to actually TALK through all of the hubbub, but... I wasn't angry. Honestly, I found the event pretty entertaining, all of the different forms, and the grunnies, and all of the crazy bumps everyone made in so short a time. But then the event ended. And the plot started.
Now, let me tell you VO, I love Gaia like I could date it. Earlier this year I would rant and rave about Gaia like I was one of it's original creators, like I was some huge part of it. I know I'm not. But it felt like I was. Gaia has this incredible talent that makes a person feel included, really a part of something. I love it for that. But last night, well, that love kind of got shot and fell off a tower.
I don't know if you know this or not, but I head the biggest thread in the GCD, the Gambino Support Thread. I am emotionally invested in both the Gambinos, not only because I support them and think their characters are the bestest ever, but also because if they fail, I fail. At this point I'm a bit unstable because the GST keeps moving very quickly, then slows down, and almost comes to a complete stop, on a regular basis. If I were older I'd have a head of gray hair from trying to keep the GST alive. We're all so worried. It's bad. Quite.
Yeah, I still think you guys are awesome, and that to all of this is an amazing feat in and of itself, but... I don't know man. I just don't know. I don't really want to wait until Christmas to find out if EITHER of the Gambinos are alive. Not to mentions Bucho.
I'm not trying to get you down, or trying to complain, or, I don't know, do anything really. "I have a real life." But my fake life is Gaia and it's pretty damn awesome. Most of the time.
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