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Nothing that special is going on in my life right now. Hmmmm.... I wish my sister would go to rehab. I hate seeing her come to parties with a glazed over look. I hate her thinking i'm "cool" for a kid then taking me somewhere with her friends and expect me to keep her secrets. It's a very large burden. I hate that she's getting thinner and thinner with the fact all the money she has is already spent. I hate that she doesn't keep her promises. I found the only way to not get too hurt by her is to not expect she'll do anything she says. I'm losing her. I miss the times when she was obsessed with fashion and not... other things. I miss the times when i'd come home from school, and there she was waiting at the bus stop for me with a cookies and creme candy bar. dAMMMMMMMMMMMMMNNNNNN cry