01/18/09 My first journal entry for the day. Today I thought over possibilities of going or not going to college. If being a Doctor is what I really want. The thought came from watching my parents work overtime in there 2 jobs to maintain our middle class status and partially to not go into to poverty like the rest of United States. So is it really worth it for me to go to school and leave my parents like that. No and yes I thought. No because they gave me birth food, and a home. And "love". Yes because I have no mutual feeling of love towards my oh-so-wonderful parents. Somehow, I feel shallow, like the world just rotates for the sake of me noticing. I've always wanted to know how it was to die, never knew why though. So I said to myself might as well fake love then kill. Being a doctor for my parent was faking love in a way but the life a of a doctor was never boring so I sort of killed though. Well that's it for today. Only took me 3 minutes to write in this journal -_-
[img:2f3a076551]http://i347.photobucket.com/albums/p462/sweetxdevilxx/gaia%20pics/Untitled.jpg[/img:2f3a076551] [center:2f3a076551] Muahahaha ty Akira x Cookie for teh siggy [/center:2f3a076551]
Coelum · Mon Jan 19, 2009 @ 06:03am · 0 Comments |