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I don't have much to say today. I guess I'll just check in this time.

My b/f is being wierd. He's still angry with me, and for what purpose, I dunno. I hope he gets it all figured out soon. Hopefully he won't be angry with me for too much longer of a time frame. That would be so sad. We're still together, although he told me to go ahead and say that we were over. He told me that he'd bang his head against his desk so bad that it would knock him unconcious for more than four hours, and then it would make him forget everything about me. I told him not to do that. I started crying at that point. He told me that if I broke up with him, that I should just go back out with another one of my ex b/f's. I said no. I would never, ever do that! I love him, and I'm not gonna give that up! So I just told him that, and he's like okay, but for awhile for me not to talk to him. So he's totally angry right now at me.

I think I've caught some sort of virus. It all started on Monday. Like I'm unable to keep food down, and all I want to do is sleep. My throat is bothering me to hell, and at nights I run fevers. I dunno...Everyone else seems to be catching this virus too. So I'm not sure...But it could just be stress-related. I dunno...

I have to call my therapist soon, so I had better finish up with this. I wish I had more time to write. I might come back later and finish...