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well this week ive been really upset for some reason for reasons unknown to me untill today well for about 2-weeks ive had artist block...and thats normal to me it happens alot but this time it was super long , also i had an avd ard project to do so that added to it so that just added to my stress level...but then in my engilsh class i started a drawing (ill put it in later) im not sure why but i always come out with master pieces in my english clases for some reason or another then threw out the day i was making it better and better but i was more like a comic with no panels i started 2nd period and finished 8th then i went home so that busted my artist block wide open


so the stress of a retarded best friend that i want to stab then hug is really pissing me off and my friends were taking notice to it im a very happy hyper person so when im not talking and spaced out somethings really wrong there...it annoys me when im depprest to but some times im just not in the mood and then the most annoying one at my lunch table...omg she so annoying i mean shes nice but she trys way to hard to fit in like on of my best friends if me and her are talking about something shell be like omg yeah me too! and im just like...uh yeah...no just stop...stop omg she needs to like chill...


i hate being smart sometimes...like in alot(not math im the retard in there) of my classes ill say facts that like know one knows but has to do with the lesson the teacher gives me praise but people always ask me stupid questions and question my intelligents for being a smart a**, it annoys the hell outta me omfreakinggoodness,im sorry im so f**** smart i like the discovry channel and the history and stuff i like to learn about s**t thank you very much so ******** you and ya can all lick my c**t mad