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Blow the last candle out.
Let the wax harden.I wish i could stop crying.
I wished someone still loved me.
Just breathe and focus.
How can i when the air is so cold and empty.
Then my lungs froze right in my chest.
I'll be honest the silver linnings are getting
Harder and harder to manafacture.
And then smiles are becoming so difficult
For me to fake.
What do i have to do?
Or who do i have to kill?
To get what i want?
What i need.
Happiness is an emotion.
I was born into this world without.
Nothing pleases me.
Through this toil i will breed my own distress.
And destroy my hopes.
******** up the only things i love.
I watched my dreams die.
I watched my aspirations crash to the ground.
On the back's of angels i've slain.
But i meant so well,I tired so hard.
Gave every ounce of my soul.
To what end?
Desloation.Desire.Exhale.Pass away.
DESOLATION.DESIRE.EXHALE.PASS AWAY!