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Why am I never good enough for you?
You get, but, what do you give?
I'll never let you fall
I'll never stop loving you
Though you hurt me so
Your words hurt me more
than anything else that can

Yet, you remain hidden
Yet, you remain in the dark
Yet, you remain a part of me
Don't ever forget our memories

Music speaks louder than I ever could
Music says the words that I never would
Every moment you're far
I dream of your return
I scream," I love you.."
But do you hear?

Ridiculed at every turn
Forgotten you have left me
I gave my all
Why must the good ones die young?

Conquered by all that deceive you
How am I supposed to feel?
Remembering the past
Where we never let anyone come between
Where has it gone?

True chemistry sparked in our eyes
A chemical reaction that was an accident
But never a mistake
An eterenal fire born just for our being
That fire is diming from your ignorance
Your eyes
So much more beautiful than mine
They are blind
The golden brown hint they turn
That glorious color that I love is being lost

Am I boring?
Or just insignificant?
Tell me you hate me
Tell me you never want to see me again
And I shall begone
Your wish is my command
For I love you enough to let you go

Were you just playing a game with me?
Are you still playing that game?
Am I a toy that eventually got boring?
Something tossed aside
Something...forgotten

Another toy
Another dream
Another love
All forgotten