Paper ripping
Could it be…?
NO! NO! NO!
A stamp of rejection
NO! NO! NO!
Try to block it
But the words resound
Rejected!
No
Am I not good enough?
Am I destined to be a loser?
Am I going to be a failure in life?
No
How could it be?!
Maybe a mistake…
YES! YES! YES!
The leap of joy
Grounded by an honest friend
no
This wave of emotion
Of dark death
Willing the world
To end your suffering
A freak accident
To save you from the misery
no
Tears of self-loathing
Shattered dreams
Crushed hopes
And hatred
Hatred for that idiot who did get in

