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me , who am i truly , why cant i have friends i dont want them i dont need them , in my opionon , but i want them



I love him , so much , so why do i try to keep him at a distance its becasue what if i leap and he isnt there to catch me and i fall , what if ,......what if ......what if , why cant i just think about how i feel now why do i always what if its so lame im so ******** lame ,


Stop putting yourself down thats lame

I love you SqueakyCleanCheese i want to marry you but are you sure you want to marrys someone as ******** up as me and he proves that he does then why , why am i still what ifing

WHATS WRONG WITH ME its his fault , my dad he broke me im broken inside i dont know how to live anymore i dont know how to let anyone close , but he is close ,SQUEAKYCLEANCHEESE is close very close and i love it

so WHAT THE ******** IS WRONG


the problem is that NOTHING IS WRONGand im not use to it