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gahhh no1s online...seriously not 1 of my 7 frends is online lmao oi vey me has almost no life outside of th computer...skool dont talk 2 any1 my own age n since im in th highest grade in th skool i only make frends wit ppl younger than me...my current bffs at skool r in th 6th grade im in 8th my bff outside of skool i dont get 2 c much cuz shes in hi-skool even tho she live like 10min by walkin away from me n she doesnt answer her friggin email i dont like phoning her cuz than we hav nuthin 2 rly talk bout since i cant tell her bout my gaia frends cuz of my best friends on here one is gay and another has a criminal record n im not sure that she would understand that these r good ppl just different.

anywho yea im a 13yr old girl im a social outcast i just dont like that many ppl my own age.if u c me walking home ull c th girl wit th closed face(meaning no emotions) if u c me at skool ill b th girl wit her face in a book all th time,if ur my frend then ull c many different things from me.th only bff i hav in rl thats th same age as me lives 30 min away by car.my best friend in th whole goddamned world is 1 year older than me.i have 18yr old friends on here 15yr old etc.i hav friends that are everywhere from 11-18 yrs old.gaia's community is just more accepting than my rl community.im allowed 2 b goth on here in rl my mom wont let me.in rl my rents rule over me.i stay away from ppl in my grade bcuz i dont like themthey used 2 make fun of me wen i was younger now theyr all like"lets b friends" n im like(in my head i would get in so much trouble partly cuz i go 2 catholic skool n partly cuz my rents say me is not allowed 2 curse)yeah ******** right dumbasses.lmao ive never had a bf cuz i dont talk 2 anyone esp guys.wen i was younger it was mostly girls hu made fun of me n teased me, last year it was mostly guys hu did, this year i have nice-ish ppl in my class. but yea im still a recluse i dont exactly love it but in my opinion its better than being just another face in the crowd(technically im not even in th crowd but u get th point).no i dont dream of bein famous but yea i want a good job.this world is about a few things namely money.i aim 2 hav money n lots of it,which is wat u need in this world 2 survive.poor ppl get donations n free places 2 stay rich ppl can do anythin they want,for th right amount of money,n th middle class cant do anythin. so i aim 2 b friggin rich.but anywho i hav a handful of frends in rl all of whom r my bffs,i hav plans 4 th future n in th meantime lets focus on surviving th day lol.