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heartache appearently Meagan means alot more to me than I mean to her, I think I like her a little more than I should.... actually alot more.I can't go a day with out finding myself wishing she was here or I was with her, I worry about her when she stops talking to me, and the other day she posted pictures on her myspace and as I was looking at them I caught myself crying because I miss her that much...now my heart is killing me, she says she needs some time alone, she hasn't told me what's wrong, I have no problem giving her the time, but now I can't sleep because I'm so worried about her, does anyone know what I should do? all I know is that for my own sake I hope this isn't love, because the way it's going it looks like it's only going to hurt me again.

Posted by: poet_for_the_lonely Mon Nov 03, 2008 @ 07:42am

There comes a time in life when you walk away from all the pointless drama and surround yourself with people who make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus on the good. Life is too short to be anything but happy.
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Commented on: Mon Nov 03, 2008 @ 05:44pm


	she needs time to think. If she loves and missed you the same way of course she's going to want distance. Unlike you, she may not have friends to fall back on or be as open with. Just smile and think of good times, that'll get you through the long nights. Write her letters on paper and put them under your pillow, that'll ease the crying. As far as love goes...if you truely feel this strong and you've gotten this bad...knowing you the way I do, yes you're in love. So the real question is...what do you want to do about it?

Commented on: Mon Nov 03, 2008 @ 07:45pm


	the problem is doing what I want to would drive her away, because what I want to do is tell her how I feel, I told her once before the feelings got this bad, and she said she didn't feel the same way, she said what she felt was strong, but she didn't think it was love. and I know that if I tell her how bad things have gotten she'll push me away because she doesn't want me to wait for her. she wants me to be able to have someone near me.

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Commented on: Tue Nov 04, 2008 @ 03:32am


	she doesn't mean it. I know that line all to well. the second you find a new girl she'll cut you off for a week then it'll be awkward conversations for months then finally you're back to being friends... she loves you she just won't admit it to hold you back.

Commented on: Tue Nov 04, 2008 @ 03:37am


	I kinda figured that... I just didn't want to argue with her one of the few times I talked to her

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Commented on: Tue Nov 04, 2008 @ 04:29am


	then faithfully stand by her till she's ready to admit it, kinda like you count her as your g/f she just doesn't need to know right now

Commented on: Tue Nov 04, 2008 @ 04:37am


	I think I can wait for that, thank you for helping me look at it another way

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Commented on: Tue Nov 04, 2008 @ 11:57pm


	That's what I'm here for! wink heart

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