i don't have to deny it. yeah, i have problems of my own and i have no idea what to do. I just have to unleash my true color here.
cutting and forgetting doesn't resolve anything.
WHY DO I HAVE TO SUFFER!?!
i hate my life. haha. But im not emo. no never! haha. but i guess i'm just tired of everything. because i can feel the pressure. I think everyhting i do have pressure. I can't do anything freely. I'm a nerd, yah, i love studying but not to the extent that i will have to exceed my limit. Even my life has pressure. Social life is so limited. Hahaha. indulge yourself to sports so you can avoid boyfriends and relationships. Isn't that evil? I guess i already stepped rebellion cos i did have three.^^ But they were jerks. Yeah, it's life, and i hate it. I wish i were an anime character, so that i wouldn't feel anything, i would be onlii moving because of my creator.
just help me. scream heart
cutting and forgetting doesn't resolve anything.
WHY DO I HAVE TO SUFFER!?!
i hate my life. haha. But im not emo. no never! haha. but i guess i'm just tired of everything. because i can feel the pressure. I think everyhting i do have pressure. I can't do anything freely. I'm a nerd, yah, i love studying but not to the extent that i will have to exceed my limit. Even my life has pressure. Social life is so limited. Hahaha. indulge yourself to sports so you can avoid boyfriends and relationships. Isn't that evil? I guess i already stepped rebellion cos i did have three.^^ But they were jerks. Yeah, it's life, and i hate it. I wish i were an anime character, so that i wouldn't feel anything, i would be onlii moving because of my creator.
just help me. scream heart
