heart I'm not always as confident as I seem sweatdrop ... there are many nights and many days when all I want is to be held. Sometimes I don't want to talk about what is bothering me ... sometimes I just want a hug ... someone who will let me cry. I like when guys cry in front of me -- when people aren't afraid to show what they're really feeling. I don't like when people run from their true feelings because it doesn't do anyone any good. I wear my heart on my sleeve, but I am not naive. I know what it feels like to be completely broken and I am all too familiar with what it means to be hurt. crying I know what it's like to see something funny and not laugh. My feelings have been blatantly disregarded. But I still believe that all people are good at heart ... and my trust in people has not diminished. To be completely honest, I hope it never does. Ever.
Do you ever get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? You don't want to smile and you don't want to fake being happy. cry But at the same time you don't know exactly what's wrong either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being along never was. At least when you're alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who won't take 'I don't know' for an answer. You feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.
I’m not a perfect girl. My hair doesn't always stay in place
and I spill a lot of things. I’m pretty clumsy & sometimes I
have a broken heart </3 my friends & I sometimes fight and
maybe some days nothing goes right. And I love it when we can act stupid and not give a care about the people who look at us like "omg" . But when I think about it and I take a step back.. I remember how amazing my life
truly is and that maybe, just maybe - I like being imperfect.
And if there's something I've learned this year it would be that there is soo much underneath a persons skin. You might think you know them, but chances are that inside, THEY ARE A TOTALLY DIFFERENT PERSON INSIDE!. You don't know their history or what's happening right now.... even your most dear friends don't know eveything that's going on inside of your heart. Keep this in mind the next time you see someone and think bad things about them. What do people think of you?
heart heart love always heart heart
 stargazer2011 · Tue Oct 14, 2008 @ 03:11am · 0 Comments |
