I am sick of me from time to time - this being one of those time.
I will rework and rewire myself into someone else who better suits my life. Individuality is a curse.
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A place I can write things and maybe look back in reflection.
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I hate when I am with nicole and I catch her like looking at guys that are way more attractive than me...it really hurts knowing I will probably never look or be in shape again...and that cuases me to be down and stressed out all the time...
I know she doesnt mean it she is still young but...it makes me feel like s**t ya know?
I feel like s**t everyday when I wake up from when I cry myself to sleep knowing I will never be "beautiful" or "pretty" or hell even remotely good looking...it bothers me more than anything could ever bother a person...