. . . yeah last couple of nights ive been having weird dreams, and when i wake up i feel utterly alone. i dont get it. i dont think i need a boyfriend, but at the same time i wanna find the right man . . . . i am 18 after all. its about time i started growing up a bit. next year is my last year of high school, and after that im on my own.
god i dont even know what i wanna do after school!!! do i want to go to collage? or do i wanna jump right into the work force? do i want to jump right into being a house wife? or what!?! theres just so much! to much to decide! its overwhelming . . .
. . . . no, suffocating.
what do i do?
~lauren~
 Roukan Ookami · Sun Sep 28, 2008 @ 01:50am · 1 Comments |
