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There are just to many times that ppl try to look inside of me wondering what I think of u when I protect u out of curtasy.....To many times that I have held onto what I should push away afraid to say whats on my mine afraid to say what I need to say......To many thing to say when i'm not around u think having the upper hand means u got to keep putting me down...To many thoughts of u is as bout as much as I can stand.....So i'm wanting till the upper hand is mine....THE MINUTE YOUR HEART STOPS!!
-> (SKIPS A LTTLE CAUSE I CAN'T UNDER STAND IT)
MAKING YOUR HEART STOP!!JUST BEFORE U HIT THE FLOOR
THE MINUTE YOUR HEART STOPS!!!
->(SKIPS A LITTLE CAUSE I CAN'T UNDER STAND IT)
MAKEING YOUR HEART STOP!!YOU THINK U WON....AND THEN IT'S ALL GO~NE!!
So many ppl like me put so much trust in all your lies....So consurned of what u think to just say what we feel inside....So many ppl like me walk on egg shells alday long....All I know is all I want is to feel like i'm not steped on.....There are just so many things u say that make me feel you've crossed the line....What goes up will surly fall when i'm counting down the times.....Cause i've had so many thoughts of u is bout as much as I can stand......So i'm waiting till the upper hand is mine.........THE MINUTE YOUR HEART STOPS!!!!!
->(SKIPS A LITTLE CAUSE I CAN'T UNDER STAND IT)
MAKING YOUR HEART STOP!!!JUST BEFOR U HIT THE FLOOR!!!
THE MINUTE YOUR HEART STOPS!!!
->(SKIPS A LITTLE CAUSE I CAN'T UNDER STAND IT)
MAKING YOUR HEART STOP!!!!U THINK U WON AND THEN IT'S ALL GO~NE!!!!AND THEN IT'S ALL GO~NE!!! AND THEN IT'S ALL GO~NE!!
AND THEN IT'S ALL GO~NE!!! AND NOW IT'S ALL GONE!!!
I know i'll never trust a single thing u say u knew your lies would divide us but u lied anyway.....And now your lies have got u floating up above us all.....But what goes up will surly fall.....THE MINUTE YOUR HEART STOPS!!!MAKING YOUR HEART STOP!!!JUST BEFOR U HIT THE FLOOR!!!THE MINUTE YOUR HEART STOPS!!!
->(SKIPS A LITTLE CAUSE I VAN'T UNDERSTAND IT)
MAKING YOUR HEART STOP!!!YOU THINK YOU'VE WON AND THEN IT'S ALL GO~N~E!!!AND THEN IT'S ALL GO~N~E!!AND THEN IT'S ALL GO~~NE!!!AND THEN IT'S ALL GO~~N~E!!NOT IT'S ALL GONE!!!