i love john. very much. but the fights have to stop. i don't know how, or what, i can change to make that happen, or if i can do anything. i just want us to be happy. my life....i mean the past is over. done. i don't have to deal with it anymore. ever again. but i still feel like total crap. a lot of the stuff we fight about is my fault too. like me taking two keflexx today. he knows me...and hes mad that i did that, and i don't blame him, but oh...i don't know.i am really tired...and done.
shoot me down but i will return, kill my heart and you won't see me again.
ashtii26 · Wed Sep 03, 2008 @ 06:44am · 1 Comments |