Burst into uncontrollable tears when listening to a song? There's a song my sis and I listened to for a long time while living with my b*****d of a father.. For You by Staind...... Well.. for those who don't know, my father emotionaly and mentally damaged me during my stay in Missouri.. Biggest mistake of my life moving there for him... Lost a bit of my art... my possesions... my mind...... He and that SKANK of a wife tried to have me commit my self and almost drove me to self harm.. of the worst kind.... I still hurt my self... just not.............oh nvm........ now I'm back in Georgia trying to peice my life back together..... Of course the damage has been already done but..... Anyways... I've barely been emotional (read not at all) so it's odd... I ......can't really cry anymore... so imagine my shock when a minute into the song I began to tear and then............... I just couldn't stop sobbing....... odd thing is I stopped crying right when the song is finished ........... I still want to cry but.......... I CAN'T!!!!!!! I have this hole... right in the center of my mind......I can practically feel it........... confused cry mad evil burning_eyes scream stare
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