Why must people ask me if I'm ok? I never am these days. Life is just really hating me and I hate it right back. I've searched but still never found the purpose of (my) life. Ya. Life is meant to be hard, unfair and all this other crap but I sorta don't think I can take it any more.
And I have missed practice two days in a row. No idea what that mean bitchy coach will do to me if I actually go to the fuking afternoon practice tomorrow. Just because I over slept. >< But I was sleeping very peacfully. ^^
And my day was boring as hell. Just walking around with my head down is all I ever do now. Just wishing....bad things. I still and will always hate people. That is one thing that makes me hate my life more....But I don't feel like ranting or bitching.
I hate keeping up with all this different s**t. School crap. Like grades, homework, and some thing else and then there's friends and meh boyfriend...basically my stupid social life. Which people say I am quiet, which I am....just not around friends or family...but now I'm alot more silent it seems. >< Life is slowly crumbling to the ground just like the Twin Towers did. Wow. Almost 9/11. That's cool.
Oh. I love death now. Cuz all I want is for people to die. Ifthathappens,Ishallbefukinghappy!!!!
Anyways....As I keep saying my life...kinda sorta sucks...Although alot of fuking people say that now and days...It's just the way we are now and days. Less smiles in this world. More tears and frowns...and depression. Laughter of joyful children has slowly faded.
Yesh. Little kids are happy and giddy. But that's because they aren't old enought to understand this very complicated world.
Maybe that's why we go to school. ...But what's the point people fail anyways. Cuz they're either to stupid or they don't try. (I went on and on and on about people not trying....) So...Oh and I still say the world is gonna end cuz of people. All people should die and just animals should remain. They didn't totaly pollute this place. They didn't invent things that pollute! Why did we have to? Just because someone paid attention in school. >< I dunno...
I just haven't been in a good mood these past days. And this is the only way to get all the s**t in my head out. Since I have no one to talk to or some one to talk to and that will actually care about all this. sad *Sigh* PEOPLE JUST DON'T CARE ANYMORE!! (That's another thing I hate...no one gives a s**t about anything anymore!!)
I shall go on with my....life. And all I can do at this point is try to pull together and try to make s**t right. Or something...-.-
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