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The horred year
I finaly met a guy who treats me like im a person. He was very sweet heart and he wouldent insult me and swear at me. We have the same intrests in everything biggrin , and he made me smile. I havent stopped thinking about him for months, he made me so happy his eyes made me so happy. When i told my friends that i liked him, and when i pointed him out at track, they all laughed it made me want to hide in the bushes and my hole life fell apart. Joey (they guy i am talking about) started calling me anoying and rude. And woldent shut up about it. After that the other guy I like everything turend into worse, on my birthday my friends wold all take my arms and all of mikes friends would take his arms and pull them twards me. I wanted to punch my friends so bad and all mike did was kick me he thought it was all my fault, but i had no idea about this. I started to reach for the knife and sissors and started to cut myself. Then mike and joey found out about it and knew it was all there fault. They tryed to convince me to stop. Then it got out of hand and all of my teachers found out about it then it was buzzing around the school. And i started to look up on the internet how to hang myself and wrote all of my friends suicide notes. My parents found out about this and then found out that i sufferd from deprsson. My life fell apart and I started to burst in tears out of random cause I saw mike everyday while joey was in other classes. My life started to look at of the sun, then during track my life was great I got first place out of all schools and i was the only girl representing ours in high jump. And Joey and Mike started to be nicer to me. But i will never forget about that. Please write me a privet message of what you think and if anything happend like this to you.
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