Everything written in this poem I haven't been able to get off my mind lately. It all deals with my love for Tori. *For anyone who doesn't know, Tori is the name of my gf* So I got it down on paper, and got Tori to read it. Obviously, seeing as it's a feeling strong as love, it's still clouding my mind. But it helped me to feel less close-minded, and it doesn't feel like it's so much built up inside of me. This is hard to explain, but whatever. I'll just type up the poem now...
~ Away ~
In the midst of this haze,
Even pain can't phase
My body or mind;
Save for the pain
Of being away.
Away from you,
Away from my life,
Away from the sun,
Your smiling face,
The sound of your flute.
I dream of your laughter,
Of hearing your voice,
Of seeing you smile,
Of feeling your touch.
The warmth of your arms
Is welcome to me,
Like returning home,
To my one place of need,
The place I belong.
To the place from which
I'm always away,
Away from you,
Away from my heart,
Away from the sun
That shines upon me,
And frees me.
Frees me from the haze
That clouds my mind,
And transforms it
Into a maze.
It evaporates away,
At the sight of your face,
The sound of your voice,
I rejoice.
Rejoice, for I have returned
To the place from which I was away,
Away from you,
Away from my soul,
Away from the sun
That is your smiling face,
Staring back at me.
In the midst of this haze,
Even pain can't phase
My body or mind;
Save for the pain
Of being away.
Away from you,
Away from my life,
Away from the sun,
Your smiling face,
The sound of your flute.
I dream of your laughter,
Of hearing your voice,
Of seeing you smile,
Of feeling your touch.
The warmth of your arms
Is welcome to me,
Like returning home,
To my one place of need,
The place I belong.
To the place from which
I'm always away,
Away from you,
Away from my heart,
Away from the sun
That shines upon me,
And frees me.
Frees me from the haze
That clouds my mind,
And transforms it
Into a maze.
It evaporates away,
At the sight of your face,
The sound of your voice,
I rejoice.
Rejoice, for I have returned
To the place from which I was away,
Away from you,
Away from my soul,
Away from the sun
That is your smiling face,
Staring back at me.
That's it~! XDD But yeah, as the poem suggests, I've been kind of in a daze lately. Like in school for example... usually I'm 100% focused and on-task at all times. But the past couple of days I've been unable to pay attention and completely process what the teacher is saying. In Science class, she specifically told us to get out a sheet of paper and NOT to write in the workbooks we had. My mind didn't process ONE WORD of what she said---I wrote on the workbooks. And I can't recall any specific memories. I can hardly remember what we studied in school yesterday, much less something someone said or did... I could get an F and probably forget it the next day. It's like all my memories are just falling apart and the only thing I can focus on is... well, Tori. But that's just part of it, I guess. And considering the feeling I get when I'm around her, I'm willing to bear it. ^.^ But yeah! Leave me some comments on the poem~!
I <3 you Tori! X3
