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so, i sent my friend a birthday present in the mail, oversees. it cost $62.50.
well, i was making damn sure she got it, so i charged it. i don't have anywhere near the money, nor a job, but i will make the money.

so, i'm pissed about it, and to get it out of my system without blowing i tell some people. nobody who it will bother, just my sister and my girlfrend... my best friend tay as well. anyway, later, it' about 10 at night and i have just about gallen asleep, i'm all cozy... and mom bursts into my bedroom "I CAN'Y BELIEVE YOU SPENT 60 BUCKS ON THE MAIL!! HOW DID YOU GET THAT MONEY!! HOW DID YOU PAY!!?" i told her i charged it. "YOU DON'T HAVE A JOB! DON't YOU KNOW IT'L COME BACK TO ME?!" and i flipped out. i punched my bedroom wall 6 times in a row, growling like a wild animal. and i yelled back "NO IT WON"T!! I'M AN ADULT NOW, I MAKE THE CHOICES, I WON"T ASK YOU FOR THE MONEY, THEY WON"T GO AFTER YOU FOR IT THEY'LL COME TO ME CAUSE IT'S MY CREDIT CARD AND I PAY FOR IT!!" and so i try to settle back down to sleep and can't. i go walking out to get some more candy and eli tells me "don't get mad." and i tell him "YES I WILL GET MAD!! I HAVE EVERY ******** REAOSN TO GET MAD, WHO TOLD HER!!?" because who ever it was it wasn't their ******** business, if i wanted mom to know i'd have told her myself!! who the hell is gonna gossip like that!?