I've said that I was going to change so many times, but you know what I can already feel my self changing. I don't know where this new transformation will take me. It's new and different. I feel new and different. Everything I do is different. My senses are accelerated and my awareness is only getting better. I've been doing lots of meditation this summer and just a few simple breathing excersizes and it's opened my mind to so much that I never noticed before. I've lost many friends this year and I'm not ashamed. I think it will only help me get better, so I'll be a better person. even though me losing my friends isn't truely my fault, I'm taking all the blame. I'd like to apologize to all of my ex-friends for whatever I did that was so horrible, but I'm moving on now and I hope you can too. I really don't need a lot friends anymore, it's better for me to just have close friends who are like me. Well...goodbye, maybe you'll be able to see tyhe new me.
 ThoughtlessEndeavor · Fri Jul 18, 2008 @ 05:47am · 1 Comments |
