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ive got something to say to all those people who harm themselves because they either like the pain, they have horrible memories, or other things....

Im Ayla and I know how you can like pain and have bad memories but I dont hurt myself because i know its wrong but most people in this country do and i hate it because most of them i know and it hurts me but even though i tell them over and over nothing ever changes! im sick of it! it makes me cry when i see the cuts and marks of their abuse of themselves...it hurts me and i tell them but sometimes i just think they dont care at all....i just want them to think of how many other people have horrible lives and that they dont have things like homes to sleep in and toys to play with and people who love them, and if they think that nobody cares because they might not say i love you enough or that they care about you enough, all you need to do is think of how you treat them because theres one rule i want you to follow " Treat others the way you would like to be treated" if you think that you treat them perfectly and that you havent done a single thing wrong in your life, message me and prove it. But for the rest of you, you apologize to those you've hurt and thank them for all that they've given you. At least your not stuck on the street without a home, without a warm place to sleep at night, without food or water, without electronics or anything...just think of all the things you have and about those who may get raped or are in pain 24 hours a day. Just to let you all know, i love you and i wish that you could feel the pain i feel when you first make that cut into yourself and not realize how many people you hurt when you do that to yourself and that you only hurt yourself and dont help anybody like you think you do...


If you care about your friends or they do this to themselves or you've seen it before repost this on your myspace or anywhere you need to so that they'll know how you feel when they do this.



To all those who read this, i love you and im glad you read this because it shows you believe in what i say and let your friends know what you feel so help me spread my cause.



Goodbye.