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okay so i really like this guy and he doesn't know....but i think he likes me. Last night he was in my dreams...in the dream I was up in a tree crying and he was at the bottom saying "come down it's okay...everything will be alright...i promise" but i only cried more from what had happened during that week, i stood up on the branch and looked down, his eyes were pleading and concerned; something that I never saw in someones eyes before. His arms were outstretched ready to catch me if i fell. From on the branch I saw a meadow with wild flowers in it, but i also saw memories of the times when we hung out. A song started playing in the air it was "your gaurdian angel" by the red jumpsuit apparatus. He was speaking again; his voice cutting through the numbness that usually fills me, he was saying "My arms are open to catch you when you fall. Your pain is my pain. please come down". I walked carefully across the branch to climb down but i slip; i fall through the cold air and shut my eyes, awaiting impact of the hard brown earth. But it doesn't come...instead i am in his arms; he smiles and whispers "told ya i'd be here" I cry into his chest and he just holds me and tells me that everything will be okay. He carries me to the meadow and sits me down i look around and see the memories fading a little; turning grainy and old. I hear him say "The worst has passed and the best is coming." i turn to him and smile the first real smile in a long time. Then i woke up and found that it was 5am. I wonder if he likes me too?
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-Chantel- heart heart heart